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Published On: 02-28-2007 15:20 PM
I am usually a very personal person. Only those that are closest to me know what is going on in my life, usually. But today is different.
I am feeling every emotion possible right now. I want to scream and hurt something but yet I'm on the verge of tears. I am so angry I think if I thought about it hard enough I could breathe fire!!!!!
Here goes nothing....
I've been seeing this "GREAT" guy for about 2 months now. I can begin to tell you how great everything was. We met at a friends house the day before New Year's Eve. Been talking since then. We were like great friends with more feelings and we both knew it. EVERYTHING was great. Toward the end of January, he asked me to be his girlfriend. (How sweet!) Smooth sailing. We enjoyed each other. It was the first time in a long time that I actually enjoyed a man like that.
Then BAM!!!! this weekend happened! Phone calls dweddled down to nothing. Last time I actually heard from him was Sunday. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Of course me being a woman sat and pondered what the hell have I done wrong. Hmmmm.....
Today out of the blue I got a message from his best friend. "Don't worry about him. He'll be fine." it read. I was at a total loss. So I just said thank you. Shortly after recieving that, I text him asking what he is so afraid of that he can't tell me. I asked him to just answer this, what do you expect me to do?
I got my answer......(Text message) "You didn't do anything. I wanted to call you last night but I fell asleep. You didn't do anything wrong, I just don't think I am ready for a relationship right now.".....(second text) "I just want to be with the boys right now. For a little while. I'm not asking you to wait, but who knows what might happen."
End of conversation.
Anyone see anything wrong with this picture? A friend of mine said that every man that has ever done that, was falling in love and ran from it!
I am going to get intoxicated tonight if anyone would like to join me!!!!!????
Published On: 02-28-2007 15:20 PM
I am usually a very personal person. Only those that are closest to me know what is going on in my life, usually. But today is different.
I am feeling every emotion possible right now. I want to scream and hurt something but yet I'm on the verge of tears. I am so angry I think if I thought about it hard enough I could breathe fire!!!!!
Here goes nothing....
I've been seeing this "GREAT" guy for about 2 months now. I can begin to tell you how great everything was. We met at a friends house the day before New Year's Eve. Been talking since then. We were like great friends with more feelings and we both knew it. EVERYTHING was great. Toward the end of January, he asked me to be his girlfriend. (How sweet!) Smooth sailing. We enjoyed each other. It was the first time in a long time that I actually enjoyed a man like that.
Then BAM!!!! this weekend happened! Phone calls dweddled down to nothing. Last time I actually heard from him was Sunday. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Of course me being a woman sat and pondered what the hell have I done wrong. Hmmmm.....
Today out of the blue I got a message from his best friend. "Don't worry about him. He'll be fine." it read. I was at a total loss. So I just said thank you. Shortly after recieving that, I text him asking what he is so afraid of that he can't tell me. I asked him to just answer this, what do you expect me to do?
I got my answer......(Text message) "You didn't do anything. I wanted to call you last night but I fell asleep. You didn't do anything wrong, I just don't think I am ready for a relationship right now.".....(second text) "I just want to be with the boys right now. For a little while. I'm not asking you to wait, but who knows what might happen."
End of conversation.
Anyone see anything wrong with this picture? A friend of mine said that every man that has ever done that, was falling in love and ran from it!
I am going to get intoxicated tonight if anyone would like to join me!!!!!????
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Published On: 02-15-2007 21:18 PM
I have a new favorite song. It isn't very often that I find a song that touches me the way this one has. Everyone that knows me, knows that music is a big part of my life. I relate everything back to a song or a melody, much like others I'm sure. But. . . I want to share this song with EVERYONE! If you have time to stop by this artist's myspace page please do so. This song is awesome. (Yes, it is a love song. . . but it's worth listening to at least once. 
)
Can't Take My Eyes Off You
by Hillary Scott
http://www.myspace.com/hillaryscott
Published On: 02-15-2007 21:18 PM
I have a new favorite song. It isn't very often that I find a song that touches me the way this one has. Everyone that knows me, knows that music is a big part of my life. I relate everything back to a song or a melody, much like others I'm sure. But. . . I want to share this song with EVERYONE! If you have time to stop by this artist's myspace page please do so. This song is awesome. (Yes, it is a love song. . . but it's worth listening to at least once. )Can't Take My Eyes Off You
by Hillary Scott
http://www.myspace.com/hillaryscott
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